This has started off to be kind of a down week with my cousin passing away. Passing away is hard to deal with, but the fact of how she passed away (drowning), is what really has been making me sick to my stomach. It just breaks my heart, and I'm having a hard time dealing with it. Drowning is one of my fears, as I almost drowned when I was a kid at my aunts pool. I keep picturing her jeep crashing through the ice in the lake, and it's giving me nightmares.
Thinking about it is making me physically sick, and I don't know how to get it out of my mind. For those of you who are religious, say a little prayer for her... rest in peace.