Where have I been hiding? Well, all I can say right now is I'm stressed out of my mind. About what? Well, for once I actually can't really say. When I started this blog it was so I could speak my mind, but now since some family and friends read it, I feel like a lot of the time I have to hold back. Originally this blog was a way of saying what I felt, a way to clear my mind... a form of therapy. What do I do when I can't do that anymore? Or maybe I should just talk my mind and fuck what others think. For now... all I can say is I'm stressed and ready to have a nervous breakdown.