Wednesday, 22 May 2013
The last month I've taken on more then I have in over a year or so. With mom having surgery, it forced me to take on more responsibility. Really at my age I should be fully independent however, it's such a struggle due to my anxiety, depression, and agoraphobia. The last few weeks I've been taking the bus around town to visit mom, visit grandma, and running errands. On top of that I had gone back to work... and boom... stress overload.
I really just want to get a good nights sleep, so I don't feel so stressed and anxious. I wake up feeling sick, tired, just completely unwell. At least I'm eating well... although I haven't lost any more weight. Hopefully I can finally get some rest, relax my mind, and continue on the road to a better me.